Last night got pretty weird, like I went to smoke with these chicks and one of the came on a little too strong and I just came over to smoke. She was like outta my league hot but made me so uncomfortable I left as soon as the blunt was out. Like it made me wonder if I’ve ever made any girl feel uncomfortable before… I can only imagine if the shoe was on the other foot. I wasn’t scared, just really uncomfortable and I drove there so I was able to leave right away. If something doesn’t feel right or I feel off about anything I immediately just shut down n leave. If i’m smokin weed and stressin at the same time, somethin ain’t right.
Like recently… getting with girls, I haven’t been taking anything seriously, I’ve just been fuckin around which I don’t even like doing, I’d rather have the consistency of a relationship and fucking with someone who actually cares a lot about you. Love is better but sex is whatever